know me well?

hey babes! I am actually back~
sorry for leaving my blog with dust...(mop mop..)
now it's time to make it blink and shine again
or even shinier and blinker than it used to be!

i found myself a little bit out-dated lately
got to follow up! (clap clap)

well~
to kick start my sudden will to blog,
i would like to share something about me !! (excited?)

ALRIGHT..
i was recently reading a book named TWENTIES GIRL,
that is an interesting novel for me =]
the author just know wat the reader like and write an amazing series of novel,
yea..i sink my teeth into it!!
on impulse, i decided to go back to my DEAR DIARIES here!
i really admire someone that is able to spread out their thought and feelings with fluent english~
Coz sometime when we are sharing our feeling, I may have to think twice about a proper word to describe it, and after the thought it may not anymore ur real feeling,
as u hv to use the word u know to describe it indirectly, it may change the thing u actually want to say...
this problem wont happen if I use Mandarin (be proud as a Malaysian and Chinese, guys!)

back to the topic ! it will be a long post...as i am telling what i like or dislike~

1) I DO NOT MAKE UP FREQUENTLY

alright i admit that i dare not to make up so frequent,
i dont like to live in secret, i know make-up do make someone look better
but the point is we have to make up everyday and we may not dare to show up in no-make-up face...
come on gals!
surely u can make up but be brave to show the real you!
dun let the bloody cosmetic to lead u !!
YOu are who you are!
so grow up then~

moreover, the more chemical stuff applied on your face, the more skin problem u will get. Seriously, you may love to kohl your eye and it really does look bigger BUT soon or later it will turn out pigmentation, dull skin and you name it!

love yourself, love the real you, sweetie~

2) I TAKE CARE OF MY EYES

do not laugh, i mean it...
i dislike facing tv or computer too long,
watching the screen make my eyes swallow and tired...
radiance does ruin your eyes!
SO, take a rest per 30 minutes in front of the pc~

in fact, I do love my eyes that u may cannot imagine how..
i could not let myself thinking if i hv to wear spec every single day,
i could not imagine my vision was totally blur without spec,
I WILL DEFINITELY FREAK OUT..

to save your eyes, you know, before it is too late,
take CARROT and WOLF-BERRY as your best friend!!
i know, best friend doesn't eat each other but they do love each other!
love them and they will be happy to be eaten, tat is it for~ (smile brightly)

3) ADMIRE AFFAIRS

there are some people become famous because of their look, make-up, dressing way...
but i dun admire those as tat is so shallow~
dun you guys think so?
they just like them for surface causes..
they become famous but hv done nothing, hv contribute nothing~

I do have many idols in fact (i fall for person so fast,yea~ i know!)
i like them for their talent,their work and so on..
too many to mention one by one (=p)

but for those who don't like my idol,
if you dont like tat is your business, dun u dare scratching their reputation or do something bad towards them!!!
stop insulting someone u dun like !
YES I AM TALKING TO YOU!
tat is okay to talking to empty air at your home,as you please~
but keep your fucking mouth to yourself!!
please make sure you know them well before you say against them!!!!
u SUCK!! damn you super nob!

people hv the right to love but you dun hv the right to comment!!
if you think you are telling the truth , think twice!! u childish bitch!

alright,
tat is not i am blogging for~
forget about it (say CHEESE~~)

4) I LOVE MY FRENS AND FAMILY

enough said. yipee!

5) I LOVE FASHION

tat is a torture for me now that i hv to stay at home everyday before uni stuff~
BECAUSE i love to doll up myself and dress on my style..
wat is my style? actually is the way i love to dress~
i love to wear something casual yet chic, sweet yet sexy, elegant but comfy~
i know wat u r thinking, but let me tell u:tat is exactly not a MISSION IMPOSSIBLE!!

i hv my own dressing style but someone keep mocking my choice as MATURE ><>

Langkawi Trip

OMG
have been long time leave my blog behind ~
well,
i am kinda busy sometime... XD

as i promised (i found out i always broke my promise with innocent time)
i m going to show u guys some photos of my Langkawi trip!!!!


crazy pool game... guess wat ? we played ICE AND WATER !!



we all bought the same fedora ^_^ we r way too funny !!





get ready for water-war !!


our expensive lunch after bath ...


the water was too hot and we decided to stay back from melting down~ XD

ya~ they weren't ready... =p


had dinner at pasar malam before GURNEY PLAZA ~~ local Penang food were great...



see me ?


gals in the room!!!
to be honest, i like the Penang suite more than Langkawi hotel ~


these are a little bit blur >< not tat little thou ...



ready to go? i was going to other guys' room =]

tat is for today ^^
more photo next time <3


this is THE BUNNY i bought at Gurney Plaza !!ｌｏｖｅ　ｉｔ　ｓｏ　ｍｕｃｈ！！！

xoxo

not over u ~

lala
this is the 3rd days i backed from Langkawi trip ^_^
the heart still feel empty and lonely ...
they cried badly on the last day before going home,i didnt
but when i got home,i cried like crazy ~ ><

i got no much feelings on my gangs of friends
but there is a super duper strong on other classmates
all of them treat me so goddamn well!
unfortunately, tat 4 days of trip i didnt get the chances to stick with them
feel so sorry... regret and guilty~~

anyway,
i love all of them...
waiting the camera gal to come back from Taiwan
photos are coming soon~~ ^_^

seem like thr is nothing for u guys to see
this will be a short update ...
it's time to share a song XD
i am addicted to that =)



enjoy tat <3

Hospital

recently gonna head to hospital
my dear mummy is sick TT

hv to accompany her coz she cant speak Malay or English
poor mummy...
hope she get well SOON!!
GOd bless Mummy <3

i dislike Hospital
it is a noble place with doctors and nurses in
but i hate to step in thr

thr r all unhappy or sick ppl
they look normal outside but u dunno what actually happened inside
maybe he is so sad...maybe she is so disappointed ...
who knows?
u will find out how warm a smile is
walking in hospital
the only thing i think when facing a stranger is to give them a smile..
no matter what happened, smile always works~

i dun like the sad feeling in there
everyone is so calm and quiet~
patient is lying on the bed motionless
the parents of the patient sitting thr motionless

the situation is too cold
hospital is so cold...

alright,
i just can hope i wont go in hospital =]

just to inform~~
i am going to Langkawi soon !!!
YIPEE~~
two more days to go ...
this will be an awesome trip with my classmates ~

i am so excited but kinda worry a little bit XP
will only back on Thursday ^^

may the star bless my mom be healthy always...
and cross ur finger to bless my trip =]

xoxo,
see u !

music lights up my life

dear readers,
i am gonna share my 'Songs of the month' XD
i found it cheerful and interesting to share something i like ^_^

November is a lovely month~
my birthday month...
a holiday month =]
stressless month (except for SPM fighters~)
how do u feel huh ?

here u r :


Boom boom boom...even brighter than the moon moon moon ~~
Katy Perry-- Firework

i like her latest performance on this song :)
and the way her MV bring out the meaning of life ..



Misery-- Maroon 5

i like this song as if it will never be out-dated =p
feel wanna dance with the melody ~~
but the MV ... tha gal is too funny~ lOl



but i don't mind ~~~~~
Ne Yo-- Beautiful Monster

this song always swim over my brain~
i know it is not hits anymore
but still lovin' it :)


Baby tonite~~~~
DJ got us falling in love-- Usher

oh~ how could i forget this song ?
the way Usher perform his music is 'speechless'~ XD


the world...the world is spinning ~~~
Jay Sean-- 2012 (It ain't the end)

don't tell me u dunno the singer of this song
as it told everytime u heard the beginning XD



u know i know how ~~
Flo Rida-- Clun can't handle me

Let's dance gals!!!
move it ...


Lady Gaga-- Speechless

i had other views toward Lady Gaga since listening to this song
different huh ?
i strongly promote this to my friends ^_^

one month more to Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love Christmas so much =]
where is my Santa Claus ? XD
r u guys ready for it ?



Light me up with me on top lets falalalalalalala x2
Lady Gaga-- Christmas Tree

she is so cute in this song!!!
awww~ so sweet....



David Archuleta & Orla Fallon-- Silent Night
well~beautiful and angelic voices...
this will be a warm Christmas ^u^
i love the romantic feel of this song ~
seem like going back to childhood...sweet =]


did u enjoy this?

xoxo,
<3 music

prom night update soon ~

xoxo,
good night everyone ^_^

New Me

mmm...
today is the 1st day of my holiday ^_^
i am graduated !! not officially ><

i dyed my hair yesterday ~~
YIPEE~~
is Dark Chocolate =]
i like the color...
it is not obvious without light (or maybe spotlight)
but under sunlight,the color is beautiful too !
it seem like my hair got 2 color XP

my dad even named me as 'Chocolate Head'~
it sounds so delicious XD

since yesterday,
i like the smell of my hair so much !!
i think it is the smell of the colorings ~
it smell so GOOD ~~~
feel so gentle,soft,smooth ....arrg~ it is so tempting ...
i finally know y is fragrance so important ^_^

the smell also reminds me the stylist who dyed my hair~
he have given me some special impression =p
erm~ i will remember him ~~
i will sure go back tat saloon again when my 'putting' come out...
i hope the smell wont gone off ...(sweet smile)

yesterday was totally MY DAY ~
i got a late-present yesterday =)
is a Hello Kitty bag !!!
she is my favorite cartoon ^^
by the way,
the bag is pinky white in color ~
it looked gorgeous but not too childish =]
i don't really like that kind of bright pink + too cute stuff ...
I know, i like Hello Kitty (she is cute XP)
but she is exactly suitable cartoon for adult and teenagers and children~
she is not only for children !!

well,
my camera in phone is not professional..
so my hair color is not obvious in photo~
I didn't post my updated photo anywhere...
maybe i should try to take pic under sunlight =)

i will try my best,
photo is coming soon ~~

xoxo,
Chocolate Nic

041110

kind of emotional lately
well~
going to graduate...
my mood is floating like swimming in waves
always messed up by this touched stuff ><

FYI, i am an easy-cried person

the days before,
i was so excited and delightful for the graduation
repugnantly,
i was moody and reluctant to leave~

additionally,
i am so worry and confused about my further study plan lately
always messed up by those progresses of application
i think i am going to freak out ~~
the more i get in, the more confidence i lose

in case u all don't know,
i am going to choose ENGLISH for Professional Communication as my further study
at City University of Hong Kong
or maybe Singapore or Baptist University of Hong Kong...
so not sure yet..

FYI,
i love English so much
u all can see it as i love to write ^^
and i love the America's things~~
so, i would like to step in the "indulgence" ~~
i love Language ,actually~
gonna express my enthusiasm and ignite my passion in my studies !!

Let's not talk about stuff that turn out black hair into white
i am totally in the One Tree Hill fever now !!!!!
and i am lovin' it ^_^
thank to my sister and the PPS software
i can now watch what i have been waiting for so long !!!!!
never feel ashamed to introduce my favorite: One Tree Hill~
even if without Lucas and Peyton
the drama is still stunning !!!(feel like gonna hug the monitor now XD)


8TV broadcasted the season 6 last time
when it finished,
i were so damn down at times~
by the way,
i always hope that the season 7 will come back soon
i know, eventually~

cant really explain my weird habit
i dont like to watch drama/movies through computer
that ruins my eyes and i love my eyes SO MUCH =P
but due to the addiction , i could not control myself from OTH
i will try my best to reduce the frequency~

my ghost bumps emerge every time i hear the theme song of OTH:
< i dont wanna be >
erm~~ i forgot the singer XP
by the way,
the song is especially sung by the person for OTH
OTH-designed XD
so there is no complete form of this song ~
still remember i had searched for this song so hard
and finally i got it !! wahahaha XD

oppsy
i have talked too much about OTH ~~
alright~
for a update :
i am heading in the application for universities these days..
so free and relax for books and magazines~~
planning some girls' hang out...

time flies so fast in busy daily life
my life is quite full recently
grow up, Nicole =]

like to listen to some great songs?
here u go:
DJ Got Us Falling In Love (by Usher)
Misery (by Maroon 5)
Love The Way You Lie (by Rihanna and Eminem)

xoxo,
enjoy ur holiday ~~

1st November

OMG~
finally i can be proud to announce that:
today, I, Nicole Tang Rou Ying is legally 18 years old !!!!

no much transformation on me..
but for the future days, who knos ? XP

some of my graduation messages from my friends are So Me..
can i call that like this ? XD
yes, i may fly higher and further after all..

sometimes
just wondered what will my future look like~
after graduation
i can fly~
but where is the most suitable place for me ?
i am damn so afraid of stepping the wrong step~

i always said that : Believe ur dreams come true everyday, bcoz they did~
i must find myself some faith then...
it is easy to say but not that easy to succeed
anyway,
do what u love or love what u do
just to share with u all to enjoy y'all lives~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Nicole TRY and Penn Badgley (gossip gal's main male character)!!!
happy birthday to the babes who were given birth on 1st November~~

phewww.....
i got my mood overwhelmed
today's a totally memorable day !!
thanks to my dearly friends
the birthday song really shocked me XD
love u guys~~ <3

thx to the gifts too~ i love them so much ^_^

thank to my sweeties~~

those are so cute ...

gonna give u all a big kiss:

muuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaacccccccccckkkkkkkkkkssssssssssss~~

to my cute friends from Editor Club:

u three are so sweet ~~~

couldn't forget that "present" ...

gonna miss u guys soon XD

didnt take photo of my presents

it may take some time XP

be awaiting~~

now is the time to share this:

cheers~~~~~~~~~~(especially for coffee-addicted)

may God bless me to have a brighter future since today =]

love,peace,free ~~ ^_^

xoxo,
happy 111~

Halloween

wow
had had a blast day with my friends ^_^
but the legs are deep deep painful ~~
erm, should have wear high heels more often...

BBQ Plaza was our first destination for lunch
YUMMY~~
love the sauce... and the lime XD
but i am not a "meat-lover"..
those meat was too much for me ><

go to STARBUCKS for the 1st time (kind of embarrassing about tat...)
love COFFEE from my deep heart =] SATISFIED ~~~~

we saw some Halloween-dressed people walking in Pavilion

feel the festive mood for sure ^^

FAHRENHEIT is a definitely awesome place to shop~~

so is Pavilion...

yes, i will visit there again and many more XD

finally i bought my dress
at NICOLE MNJ ..
woohoo~~~~
overwhelmed ^_^

say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me tomorrow

remember yea? *.*

we ended our shopping by sitting thr
(sigh) we're not able to walk anymore ...

today's lesson:
never wear too-high heels for shopping XD

oops~~
forgot to say :
HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!!! guys.....

xoxo,

let's pretend baby ~~

xoxo

i am back, guys~~
totally throw my exam far far away ...

Excited ^_^
is going to hang out with my dearly gals tomorrow!!
FYI, 1st November is my so-18-Important birthday XD
so we are going to celebrate it tomorrow <3 transformation =]

xoxo,
growing-up Nicole

Zakka

feel interesting on something recently
have u guys ever read the article about Zakka?
it is something about hand-made crafts or cute miniatures..

let's see some picture~


believe that, it is all hand-made, by an amazing gal with outstanding artworks



without doubt, she is famous for her large series of crafts
she even has her promotion in US and Australia





what a virtuoso works! Do visit her blog : http://evangelione.blogspot.com/

Zakka is not only about cute but also about design and professional skill
yes, not only mini size but this:


dolls made by only socks and fabrics...


i have such a special feel on SEWING ~~


http://meiweihuang.blogspot.com/ (above)
this blogger is so pro in making doll house with clay



http://maymayshop.blogspot.com/:her shop is absolutely fabulous!! many adorable materials sold thr...

i begin feel interested on those hand-made works
i like miniature stuff since i was young XP
mmm... i think i can make a great job right ?
i have the passion and enthusiasm wat...

i am still making my decision whether start or not
it needs large amount of CASH ...
additionally, i have no idea where to buy the materials..
they always located at Singapore and Johor~

once i start
i must pay all my attention and passion on it
so...should i do that?
i wanna create my style of series
i even want to open my shop in web
not a bad idea rite ? ^_^

i hv got some ideas about the design ald ><
OMG
i am so into it ...
fyi, i got a sewer in my house ^_^
i might hv inherited my parent's talent..who knows? =]

i love fabrics and cotton works,like those laces, prints, patches and buttons!!
prefer accessories, hanger,necklace and dolls to doll house
doll house is too professional for me,merely a part-time 'worker'~

tat will be my habit soon or later
maybe after UEC
i cant wait for it XD
hope my parents will lend me some hands =p

this is a beginning to get inspired
begin looking for unique thing to design
GOD bless me ^^

xoxo,
exam ended~

Somethin' Bout Love

Love this song from my deep heart =]
is the new single by David Archuleta..

do u guys find that he's grown up so much ?
he is taller and slimmer !!
and of course, cuter ^^

LET'S SING IT OUT LOUD !!!!!!!

Every night it's all the same
You're frozen by the phone
You wait, something's changed
You blame yourself every day
You'd do it again
Every night

There's something 'bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There's something 'bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh...
But don't give up
There's something 'bout loveee

When you were young
Scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along
And make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time
And live and let live

There's something 'bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There's something 'bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh...
But don't give up
There's something 'bout loveee

Don't fight
Don't hide
Those stars in your eyes (in your eyes)
Let em' shine tonight
Let em' shine tonight

Hang on
Hang in
For the ride of your life
It's gunna be alright
Hold on tight

There's something 'bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh

There's something 'bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There's something 'bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees (to your knees)
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh...
But don't give up
There's something 'bout loveee

Whoa oh oh oh..
Set's you free
There's something bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain

Random

HEY GUYS~
ignore my black eyes bag ><
sleep late these days

by the way
i think
i gonna leave internet for a while
a long while ><

the exam is around the corner
the trail exam

i have planned my studies actually
but i am quite lazy
the progress is kind of slow ><

my determination is strong, i think
but i always do my revision with television
GOSH
i am suck right ?

anyway
my busy life is gonna end soon
i can do my revision with my whole heart then
CONCENTRATE !!!!

anything can help me to concentrate?
i feel lonely while study alone in midnight
so quiet till i want to get something with sound effect
i feel comfortable when the television is on
i dunno the reason
but i just feel like someone is accompanying me =]

i found it so distracting
but i could not make my mind to turn the TV off

i am really suck right ?

wasting my time for nonsense thing

maybe i should try to be tough
and go to turn off the TV
hope i can do this myself ^^

come on
cross your finger
wish me best of luck
and ~~~

GOD BLESS ME
i will do well in my exam <3

Just to remind
tonight better not to go out guys
if u believe in those traditions

however
i dont believe XP
dun blame me for that
i just dont like to link myself to fear
seem like finding trouble myself

PEACE yea?
do have great days and wait for me to come back :)

some photo to share ^^

she seldom smile that bright huh?


the sunglasses i bought with Alienee


how is it ? XD


no more lazy gal
Ciaos~

Celebration with Bear

14th August
my class celebrated Xiong ge's birthday (19/8)at Hotstar BBQ Buffet =]
almost everyone was there to go for crazy night
Great great memories ever <3
Love them all ...crazy guys~
now i will still smile every time i think of it ^^


had a blast with my dear gals =]


Women Gang take2 Alienee look so HOT in this photo <3


my lover on left and my wife on right ^^


the left:my girlfriend who I date with every morning :)


A big brother who come back that night
i took the chance to cham whore with him ^^


Alienee -- my lover <3


my silly daughter >_<


i was feeding my BIG BOSS a big 'scoop' of cake XD Oops...so crazy~


erm~ i called her MUMMY but she is officially my wife...so confused XP


chamworing with Xiong ge , our fat bear XD


HAPPY GREAT BIRTHDAY to Xiong ge =]

p/s: more photos are coming soon
wait for it ^^

Appreciate

gonna blog about this
random thought that
we hv to appreciate what we have
never too late from now on

could u guys imagine what if the air surrounding us is not clean anymore?
what u inhale and smell will be different
could u imagine something necessary become harmful someday?
i could not think about that
think about our future...

what we eat now is not as natural as the past
but how will it be in following days?
something we put into our mouth is made in some folded process
some process we know but cannot avoid from

human-being is going to change someday
the structure
the organ

why don't
start appreciate now
stop making the world worse
that is our future as we still have many years to live !!

i am not going to ask u to Go GREEN
but please dont ruin ur future with some unnecessary damage
where is ur humanity ?


PEACE

Mummy house

excited memories
i hv stayed at Khang Lei(mummy)house for three days !!!!
due to the Sport days
we, three of silly gals got a opportunity to stay over night at mummy's house
for our visit
mummy bought a lot of junk food and beverages for us !!!
how great is she =]

though i feel guilty for disturbing her family
but we had had a lot of FUN !!! a lot alot~~
we watched movies (although was quite boring)
we did a mask party(although someone was tired and fell asleep!)
we had a great steamboat as dinner (although had to spend her mom's money ><)
we watched cartoon together (found out Astro dun hv interesting channel to watch)
we went Pasar Malam together...almost lost mummy there XD
sorry to waste her parent's time...we walked till quite late (lOl)
we went Kim Gary and Jusco in the 1st day~ ate till so full!!
i bought a special bottle there =] yipee~~
i also bought a sunglasses with Alienee <3 finally got one !!

we also made food early in the morning
feel so proud of myself XD
everyone got their name on the special sandwiches ^^

the 'special' meant the sandwiches were made according to everyone's favor !!
so full to eat as breakfast~~
cause us could not finish the spaghetti >< wasting food


never feel ashamed to inform: we woke up so late every morning XP
except the last day we woke up early to make ourselves a warm breakfast
MUSHROOM SOAP !!!!
delicious ...yummy~~
so warm to hv home-made breakfast in the morning
so full though~

we also bought CORNFLAKES in Jusco ^^
ate it before steamboat..made us so full till could not finish the steamboat AGAIN:(
the HONEY CORNFLAKES is so so so delicious with HL milk <3
especially ate it during watching tv
enjoyable huh ? ^^

mummy's house is so comfortable as she lives high in hill
windy all the time
and air-conditioning too :)

not willing to blog about sport days
we were so tired in the stadium
hot weather and sticky skin >< YUCK!!
but we enjoyed in taking many photos there ^^
will post them up soon and later


mummy's parents treated us so well!
way too well!! ^^
some medicines...some fruits and yummy breakfast !!
could not thank enough for those stuff~
and there were so many food in the fridge
but i missed the ice-cream ><
feel sad to leave the house so soon ~~
anyway
hope mummy will not blame us for disturbing and messing up XP

happy memories and best days as my 1st time <3
really hope there will be another chance !!
maybe MOON CAKE FESTIVAL ?
gonna smile bright to recall that 3 days
miss my cute mummy =]

great shirt ^^ love it deep deep ~